piu-piu
i'm disconnected. sorry. the season of burning planets was longer in this year... and mostly more intensive. some planets are still burning. but it's not my problem anymore. i'm out. i'm beyond. my doctor told me i need to take some rest. so these days i will lay in my bed or in my bath. trying not to think. trying to stop this flame in my mind. i guess this summer is a hard and strange period of my life. it's easy when everything in your life is clear... when you have the order and the rules... just need to do what you have to do... or have to do just what you need to do... and when you start to ask yourself: what for? the rules become useless, you become weak.. and this question will never leave you... until you will have another question to think about, maybe which will have the answer
sleep